Well now that this semester is over I can surprisingly say that I set the curve in anatomy and physiology... shit I didn’t even finish high school! Let alone get the highest grade on a test....3 times!

Overall I had the second highest grade in the class. (Kind of pissed about that) but that’s okay. I start the second half the 16th of January... I’ve already started the next chapter. I suck. The timing for back to school is going to really suck. I have to take my daughter in for a surgical procedure the next day. Funny. I schedule people for surgery, take out staples, pull drains, even do the pre-surgery stuff like explaining the procedure, whys and how’s. But it really sucks when it’s your own kid that is going to be going through all that druggy feeling. I just don’t want her to not know where she is, and feel scared because she doesn’t know what’s going on... crap. I know in my head that her procedure is minimal, necessary and excellent speed of recovery... but my heart still doest like the idea at all.

So, 5 days till Christmas, I never put up my photos of Halloween, still haven’t made cookies with my kids like I have been promising them, my house is going to have in-laws in it tomorrow, (house a mess)... BUT I have all my shopping done! I am very much looking forward to spending some time with them next week. I have the whole week off! I hope it makes up for me not being around much. (Sad mommy)

Actually today I was a not very nice mommy. I don’t know if it was my slammed day in the clinic but when I came home I was a B!tCH. I was short with the hubbie. Nothing he could say was right. My Christmas tree is crispy . The kids were not ready. Megan’s hair was still wet, she was naked and whining about what she was going to wear for Santa.... hummm.

2 hours by the way waiting for Santa.  Not sure if Santa needs to check in to AA or not but he looked a little rough this year!